between bliss and agony

life starting to change
from laugh to misery
maybe i'm wrong
maybe i'm too naive to see these truth

i'm too weak to be a stone that divert a river
and after all
i'm only a pebble that drowned to the bottom
and the river leave me alone in there

do i have to change??
or do ai have to be bigger

maybe the bliss will come to me with the answer

but i still live with these agony for a while